keepthefaith

2012-02-19T22:18:00.002+08:00

Feeling so stressful in school. why cant the weekends be longer. :( i hate geog. maybe just the topic GOF. did well the first test but flunk the second test. failureeeee. sigh. poa test tomorrow. sigh sigh sigh. can i just lie on my bed and not study. :'( deprived of sleeps. doing poa now. hopefully can get top again. hehe ;) lost to rgs. but not bad at least we never get trashed. goodimprovement. :p i love westlife. <3 hahahahah , gonna buck up in my studies now. must.score.well.

2012-02-04T23:22:00.000+08:00

i love doc.Robi. he is my new inspiration! he was preaching using psychological terms, its freaking cool. i am so going to work hard and get to a psychology course. yes i am going to. 10 points! HAHA. theres service tomorrow too. should be going , but i have tons of homeworks to finish. :'( sigh. and yes on last sunday. freddie , michelle and kahheng came over to my house and bai nian. kahheng was hilarious. laughed non stop. i had a fun and enjoyable day out with them! went to orchard and then to plazasing and ate just acia. ;) freddie paid for our meal, thanks brother :* its really amazing that even though 3/4years had past , our r/s still as close as ever. woohoo. competition start tomorrow. be prepared , bdiv! all the best for our matches. do miss nicky proud and win something back. show that acs we are not pushover. play well , play hard. :D

2012-01-24T23:24:00.000+08:00

this year cny , boring like shit. and we only get a few ang paos . :( thats dam sad. didnt go to bukit batok this year, aww. i miss that cute boy. :'( and my distant cousins there are quite hot. dammmmm. HAHA. well , at least i get to watch we not naughty today! YAY. watch with jingyi , shanika and huishan. aloysious dam hot. :$ in love with him. hehe. caleb came to my house today , and freddie they all coming on sunday. woohoo . excited. thats all for this year cny. dread tomorrow. sigh , can i skip school.

oh anyway , LEONA SOH HAPPYBIRTHDAY LULU <3 please grow up and stop disturbing me. i can die sitting beside you. dont emo , be happy. i love you. :*

2012-01-16T05:55:00.001+08:00

hah , i bet you all are guessing why am i blogging at this hour. i cant sleep back , oh well. gonna get ready for school later too. love monday's timetable except for the english period. :@ i. hate. her. LOL . posted chalet pictures here , caleb posted in fb and so here it is! epic huh. HAHA. miss those times tgt, having fun and enjoying moments. this year , hopefully i can stay again. YAY. looking forward . and cny this week! gonna meet my awesome pri school clique this sunday. its gonna be great. going back punggol to meet them. heard that theres , mac , kfc now. we shouldnt have sold away the house. :( sigh. anyway , going back and see the whats the changes there! hehe , so looking forward . and i need to shop. :@ gonna shop with my sis this friday before tuition. yayyyy.

2012-01-06T21:10:00.001+08:00

first friday of 2012 is awesome. after school , me chloe nicky andy and jerome went to ngee ann poly . i am so going to that poly. its so much better than sp. totally. but the courses there dam high. want to go rp open house but no time :( sian. so , maybe if my results is not that good , i might be going to rp. butttt , i really want to go ngee ann. its so much better. sigh. gonna buck up and work hard now. yes determined. :D around 5 plus met suizhi to have dinner. went to island cremery and had ice cream , he treat! thanks papa ^^ hahahha , so left around 7 plus and 961 home. i hate my english teacher wts. i wanna transfer to mr adrian chia lesson! hopefully i can transfer there ;) im having alot tests next week. stress ah stress. sigh sigh sigh. i hate sec 4's life. so stressfullll. oh lord give me strength to overcome this. and im so tired. so tired nowadays. deprived of sleep. and i needa stop sleeping in class now.

2012-01-01T10:07:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS. ;)
its a new year , so let bygones be bygones. let go of the hurtful memories and keep the beautiful ones. may this year be a year for miracles. cheers guys, be happy and face the next chapter of our life! and for our batch , all the best for olevels and nlevels! work hard together ;) HAHA. ytd service was unique. hahah , instead of pastor preaching word we had cic instead! i had it long ago , but back then was one of the pastors but i forgot who was he. NOW ITS PASTOR KONG GIVING US THE CLASS. its was awesome really. theres performance and drama. the drama was really hilarious. i kept laughing nonstop. ;p but i like the most in the service was the last part. we went to find wendy and gave her a group hug. its like , 20 over people giving a person group hug. its like tao pok. (isit spelled like this?) but its was comforting. ;) hehe , after that we went to koufu and eat. didnt eat then cause i have no appetite, so i went to get milo instead. and it cost 1.30. wts , one hot milo 1.30. go die man. ok , i sound like a cheapo aunty but who cares. HAHA. then after that we went to get chips and drinks! and then off to marina square rooftop and prepare for countdown! i think our countdown dam fail nobody have the exact time so we didnt countdown like 10 9 8 ... so , when we see the fireworks we start screaming like mad and kept jumping around. seriously , we were like mental people in imh. or even worse. we are the noisest there. HAHA. it was really embarrassing , but fun! HAHA. and so , after that mrt to botanical garden and went to serene to meet leona they all. stayed over at adriana's house. i was tired so im the first to knock out at around 5 plus. HAHA . woke up at 9 plus and took taxi to tiong to meet my mum for breakfast at mac! im so tired now. deprived of sleep.

2011-12-30T22:27:00.001+08:00

i can count on you like 1 2 3 ~ didnt sleep ytd , bloody tired now. so yeah , ytd was great. really awesome! meet cjy at pasir ris at around 12 and off to downtown and met up with the rest. watched darkest hour , its quite boring. HAHA. i haven watch alvin and the chipmunks. thanks to leona , :@ heh. and so , after watching it , we went to slack at some coffee shop? and its dam cool , the seats there are swings. so we played with it. really really cool. so we spent 1 and a half hour there playing, chatting and disturbing one another. i really miss you guys 6w. hopefully we will have full attendance in the next outing. and sorry guys , cant countdown with you tomorrow :'( i went off around 415 , to our cg thanksgiving chalet! the meeting was great , got the never-varies award! and we received cards and small soft toys from w538 guys and a rose from w481 guys! thanks :* and then bbq time! i ate alot , seriously. hahah , then went for night cycling and had a small epic soccer match with the guys. its really hilarious! HAHA. and then , we went to cook AGAIN. hah , cause we left alot alot of foods. talk about lots of stuffs and studies. omg , olevel next year :'( so at around 7 plus . we were tired so we slept on the chairs. its really uncomfortable. please dont try it next time. and i slept infront of the main door. super embarrassing. we only took a less than 2h short nap. and so , left around 10 plus 11 and home around 12 plus. bathed and meet my clique at cathay , we were watching Sherlock holmes. i dont quite understand the movie though. aw , we should have watch alvin and the chipmunks. :@ and so after that , we went to eat kfc and then went to walk around. home around 7 plus. new year eve service tomorrow! and after that maybe going countdown. aw , heard from jingyi , cellgroup going timber to countdown. sadly im underage. :'(

2011-12-25T00:44:00.001+08:00

MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE <3
and hey guys , its christmas today! its a season of love and care so tell somebody you love him/her! and out of all the festivals i love christmas the most. of cos i love presents , but what i like the most is that i love being in the atmosphere of love and care. it gave us a heartwarming and sense of belonging feeling. thats why i love christmas! had service just now , and the drama is really nice! you all should have gone for it , really. i love bobo the bear , hes really cuteeeee :$ i want a bear as big as him too! hehe , after service we went to the foodcourt and slack. took alot of unglam photos , i guess huanjia will have a hard time uploading it all. aw , im so sorry caleb :( HAHA. but we really had a lot of fun taking funny and epic photos! today is jesus' birthday , he was sent to earth to sacrifice for all of us. so let us all adore him & be happy! cause god so love the world that he sent his begotten son for us! love this world and cherish every moment. be happy guys , life is too short to be upset. be happy and thats what you have to do. :D gonna spent this year christmas with the babes :* huishan , shanika and jingyi <3

2011-12-19T11:50:00.000+08:00

the candlelight service was great. beautiful atmosphere and beautiful candles light. :) its really pretty! after service , we went to orchard and have our shopping spree! my legs really ache after walking for long hours. hahahah. from suntec travel to scape , from scape walk to wisma. 5 hours of walking. omg. HAHA. i should have bring more money. :( saw alot things i want.. ok , and i got my devotion CD! great , chiong bible study the previous night. hahahahha. and its simply awesome! hehe , and on thursday. thanks to jenice i get to go to uss! i always wanted to go :x the rollercoasters there are thrilling. super fun! haha then we went to have pizza for dinner. the pizza was huge, and we only ate half the pizza. ;) so yeah , im looking forward to our cellgroup amazing race! its gonna be fun i swear , later i need to find time to go down to chinatown and look for the places. :( alone again ... ok , and im excited about the Christmas service too! i wanna spend this christmas a special one ... oh , goodluck to those whos taking nlevel results later! all the best ✌

2011-12-09T21:25:00.000+08:00

happy birthday nicole :*

happy birthday chloe :*

had alot fun in the past two days! celebrated nicole's and chloe's birthday all at vivo. watched tin tin on the 7th and it was great! had kfc before that, and we sneak in the food that we cant finish. and we brought the cake in as well , ate it while watching. so cool. AND THE CAKE IS AWESOME. fruit cake. :$ HAHA. spent around 40 bucks in 2 days. super broke now. :x ytd training was cancelled so stayed in the hall and had self training. :) bathed in school and off to vivo to meet the rest. met them at pizza hut ,and celebrate there. ;) after that we went to swensen and had ice cream! earthquake. its awesomeeeeeee. omg , im craving for ice cream now. :x service tomorrow! john avanzini!!!and yay , we gonna visit old folks home on monday! hehe , and after that we gonna shop for PAJAMAS. OH YAYYYYY. im gonna get a pink one. :D

2011-12-03T22:25:00.002+08:00

PASTOR STEVE SERMON WAS AWESOME. super coool way of preaching. he added drama into it. awesome, look at his videos of preaching in his own church. he brought horses there! cool or what !! HAHA. ok , after service went to vivo. wanted to go skypark but it was raining. then slack & ate at mac! saw shanikaaaaa. :p i am so looking forward to candlelight and christmas serviceeeee!!! ahhh. its gonna be funnn. ;) oh gawd , we only left one month for holiday. this. is. dam. sad. though staying at home is boring , but idw go back schoooool and listen to teacher's crap. and we're having olevel next year. :@ ahhh ahhh ahhh. i haven even start studying. no motivation :( hai. ok , until now i never even go uss before. this is dam sad ok . finished watching heartstrings. cried alot in this drama. its dam nice :$ HAHA. and im in love with their songs. my yonghwa :$ its really a must-watch korean drama!!

2011-11-29T22:26:00.001+08:00

watched MAMA just now. woohoo , though cnblue didnt come , but they won best instrumental group! YAY. HAHA. ok , sunday went out with family. shop with her at bugis. LOL. then went to plazasing to find vivian they all. had pepper lunch. ok , im addicted to pepperlunch now. :p monday went out with stupidchan. walk around the whole orchard finding jobs. and i decided not to get , since this month gonna be a busy month with programs and etc :x ok, im gonna learn guitar. HAHA. went to marina bay sands and i get to go to the top. the night view was great ;) hehe. then homed. training today. got back my angkukueh. ok , i am so gonna change that name i swear. but cant think of any. tsk , just call him red. LOLOL. then off to imm had pepperlunch again. woooooohooo. lol , ok. its raining cats and dogs today. gotta run home :@ and yay. mum got discharged today. hehehehe. praisethelord ^^

2011-11-26T23:36:00.004+08:00

TODAY = GREAT. awesome day. ;) hah , had cgm at jordan's house today. end around 2 plus and off to church for service! phil pringles! heh , fulfilled this month pledging ;) hehe. aftr service went up to level 4. celebrated affairs bday. ;) then went to best coffee shop and bought food over. huishan , jing yi and me , bought maggi and eat. budget budget budget. gotta save money ah :x hahahaha. then stayed at level 4 and fellowship! caroling there it was rather fun. gosh , i wanna go caroling. seems fun ;) looking forward to our cg chalet and xmas party! gonna have games and steamboat. woohoooooo. HAHA. gonna meet stupidchan tml. *excited* it seems like we never meet for very long uh . :p gonna find jobs and shopping woohoo. then after that gonna meet vivian they all for dinner. so looooooking forwarddddddddddddd. :$

2011-11-22T20:41:00.001+08:00

hi guys. i like this picture alot :$ haha , okay. went out with mum today. supposed to go training today , but im really sick so yup. tomorrow having friendly match with newtown sec. gonna meet coach Russel and coach karen there. its been a long time since i last saw them. yeah , and i got a feeling that we may get trashed. oh well. haha , bought mum a heels today. which cost me a bomb. :( but i got myself a shoe too. :p hahah , ok. i really gotta start studying right now. lacking back alot :x and , im still thinking should i get a job? :/ forget it , i should just concentrate on my studies :x heh , and i really wanna learn guitarrrrr. :( woo and i really love my blog background now. so preetehhhh. :$

2011-11-19T23:19:00.000+08:00

HI GUYS. this my wonderful spiritual family! Amelia got baptized today, congrats! shes huilin btw :x hahahah , service was awesome. FAITH = PERSISTENCE. this sermon taught me alot. God wanna see our desperation. when our prayers are not answered , dont give up! hes may not be early but he wont be late! he will perform it at the right time! all we gotta do is to seek him more , strengthens our faith . cause without faith , its impossible to please God! ok , celebrated charis' bday too. happybirthday girl! i know yours on thursday advance bday then! hah , friday came back from chalet. it was madly awesome! i wanna have another chalet sooon. super duper fun!!! i miss it :x nicky got drunk , and he started laughing for no reason and he did whatever we told him to do. i laugh until stomach pain. HAHAH. ok , i guess i really needa find work. but im lazy + no time. :( haha. forget it , im gonna go find work with seashell next tues! hehe.and i really hate my noseeeee :( i swear flu is the worst sickness. really , i rather have fever than flu. :@ ohlord , heal me please :(

2011-11-14T19:13:00.000+08:00

CHALET TOMORROW YAY YAY YAY. haha , should i stay for all ?! or just two days :x hahaah. hmmmm , see first ba. im super lazy to pack the stuffs for tomorrow :x HAHAHHA. i am dam excited. finally few days without mahjong noise :s hahaha. and my mum bringing us to genting. suppose to go thailand , but cancelled. :( but well , nextyear after my os , my mum promised me to bring me go thailand or beijing WOOHOO. awesomeeeeeeeeee. ;) ok , saturday service was fantastic. the sermon really suits the situation i am in. greatly touched by it and the presence. i wish rev john bevere will come back again. HES REALLY AN AWESOME MAN OF GOD. next two weeks back at jw again! yay , i miss the best coffeeshop there. :$ hai , i really in need of money now. building fund .. i hope i can fulfill it. ok , yes i can. gonna sacrifice all my savings. omg when can i take my eagles award money? :( HAHHA. and i promised to give my mum half of it. im such a filial child right? tyty. haha , im in love with hongkong drama now. :$ and i wanna go shoppinggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg. :(

2011-11-10T20:22:00.000+08:00

had alot fun and laughter with this retard today!! HAHA. skip chinese today , and went for chem only. then , slack in the gym till around 2 and off to plaza sing to meet this girl. i waited for her dam long :@ after that , just acia! and then slack there till around 4plus 5 , walked to 313 and walk around. omg , seriously , i wanna die soon. why am i so broke. i saw alot clothes i want :x ahhhhhh. im gonna drag my father there one day. weeee. HAHA. ok , you all should download VOXER. its dam cool. we went crazy using that. so cool , its like walkie talkie. isit spelled like this :x anyway , we went home around 6plus. im having headache now ... gonna sleep early tonighttttt. :p looking forward for next week! BADMINTON CHALET. OHYEA. hahahah , so excitedddddddd. :p heheheheeh. and tomorrow is 11nov! gonna spend it in school. siannn. LOL. but after training we are going for steamboat with miss nicky! YAY.

2011-11-06T22:34:00.000+08:00

HAHA. my cousin up there never fails to make me laugh. shes super cute, her brothers came too. stayed over and so on. they are so nice to disturb and played with. ohman. why must they stay so far. JURONG. :( lol. ok , ytd had service. the presence over there is overflowing. arise & build week! and man , whats happening to me these few days. alot things happened , and got headaches and muscles pull. ha ha ha. i've a sad life. :( LOL. ok , ytd service was great! pledge an amt. unequal amt but equal sacrifice! well , and I GOT NOMINATED FOR EAGLES AWARD AND GOT HEAD'S LIST. ok , i guess im lucky. hahahah. went out with vivian , jingyilim , huishan , willy and jester to town today! they wanna play lan , and so i followed. vivian's bf came after that! and then went to foodcourt to eat. i had pineapple rice. its my first time eating. ;) hah , had alot fun and laughters over there. took neoprint and off to arcade! omg , GUYS WHO PLAY PARAPARA (Y) they look super cool. awww , i like guys who dance :$ ok , i want to go shop but needa cut down on my expenses due to arise and build! ohwell , sacrifices! hahaha. ok , looking forward to chalet! and i wanna go uss :( anyone wanna go with me ? :$ and theres alot movies i wanna watch. but im super super broke. wanna work but no time. hai. sad life sad life.

2011-10-29T22:44:00.000+08:00

Do not spoil what you have by desiring what you have not; but remember that what you now have was once among the things you only hoped for.

omg. guess what , me and jingyi have the sorta same dream. and its like we're betraying one another. freaking scary i swear. i woke up crying ya know. and today sermon , is great. courage , faith , sacrifice , stretch and commitment :) next week gonna be the arise and build week. looking forward. praying for an amt to pledge. im having some financial difficulty now. sian , gonna save alot . well , i believe if we do more what we expected , sacrifice . He will definitely return back to us twenty fold , forty fold or even a hundred fold! yay. pray , hope and believe . :D well , next two weeks will have normal school days. and monday , wednesday and friday got training till 5. siannnnnnn. ANDDDDD. next year olevel. oh noooooo. im afraid :x haiiii. and omg . you know i wanted do alot things this coming holidays but all crop out. dam it. heh , i wanna go ussss , wanna go see sunset , wanna see fireworks , and i wanna go oversea !!! hahahhahaha. and i wanna learn guitarrr. gonna sign up for the same tuition with rachel at beauty world i guess. gotta work hard now. *determined*

2011-10-24T20:53:00.001+08:00

A troubled mind , a calloused heart.

aw , tomorrow last day of school! gonna miss everyone so much :( esp the sec 4s! omg. few more months and we are sec four. about one year from now we will be taking olevel. imagine you at this standard taking it. i tell you the score you got back will be an awesome one. HAHHA. okay , i think im a freaking pedo. but aw they are way too cute , too innocent. and sometimes you wanna pinch their cheeks ;) AHAHHA. okay im mad. lololol. had service on sat! awesome service and our pastor dam cute omg. i like the way he preach. :$ hehehehehe. had cgm at jordan house and around 2 plus went to pioneer pick up nigel . and then met up with jingyi , huanjia , jester and qiaoyue. and off to church! i miss jw church and the best coffee shop there. stay at level 4 till 9plus and then homed! sunday went out with seashell to orchard. our usual place ;) hahaha . saw adriana and leona they all. freaking shocked. lololol. today interclass captain ball game postponed to tomorrow due to the weather :/ heh , and i guess everyone is disappointed in me. my results. even miss riza asked me what happened to me. guess i did very badly for this eoy. sian , its always eoy that pulls everything down. ohgawd what happened to me :( heh , and i think something wrong with me. nowadays i get pissed easily. whats wrong with my hormonal system. and its like nobody even bothers. okay maybe they did. but idk how to explain. its like i dont even understand myself. how could you all understand. so yeah , sometimes the only escape route is to sleep. and thats why i love to sleep. lol.

2011-10-17T16:30:00.003+08:00

when you look back on the times we shared , i hope you smiled.

okay , past few days were totally awesome! last wed , after badminton , went out with chloe , adriana and leona to vivo and watched johnny english! the show was hilarious! kept laughing non-stop. :p and then slack and went home around 6plus. :) thursday went out with jingyi , shanika and huishan! its been so long since i last went out with them. and we had a great time tgt. ate seoul garden at taka. i swear , my stomach gonna burst . hahahah . and omg i love the icecream there! ice cream with kokocrunch and honey star is (Y) hahah , then we went to walk around and decided to go vivo :) so took 65 to vivo. went to our fav spot and slack. the sunset was niceeeeee. colourful sky , and the night view was beautiful! full moon that day. took alot pictures , pictures @ fb. aww , what a great day out with them. hang out soon again peeps! ;) heh , friday was a 'great' day for me huh. received some of my papers. totally disappointed in myself. so much for studying so hard . :/ recieved a sudden call from cherine saying that she wanna meet me after school so yeah. after school went to find her. and then waited for shafiq to come. she followed me home to bathe and so on. and then 16 to douby. :) met her 'boyf' there. how sweet huh. ate burgerking while she drink her soup from her beloved. awww , so sweet. imagine your spouse made soup for you :$ after awhile shafiq went off and then we walked to 313 and had cold rock. :) chat till 5 plus , and homed. :) saturday had service , and its so cool to watch soccer match in church. we can see how many soccer fans go crazy when they strike a ball. its madly crazy! HAHAH. but this shows that we are all united as one. the sermon is great too. im so blessed to be in this heartwarming church , regardless how many people out there dislike our pastor , our church. i am commited to this church , and im forever a member of chc , forever supporting our pastor , pastor kong :) heeee. Sunday went out with family , watched real steel at tiong and then off to bedok to fetch my aunt . had dinner at singaporeswimmingclub and homed! real steel is really a must watch movie. and i teared at one of the part. so touching and sad. :( and the little boy in the show is super cute. awww. :$

hi stead! this a short blog post for you. cheeerup and be happy yo! im happy for you after seeing how sweet he treated you . cook soup for you eh. ai xin tang. HAHAH. joke. but oh well , dont think too much. it will be alright. since you two are in love with each other. nothing can break you guys up. so yup. stay strong. :) hahahha . and well , bless you. may you two last long. and hes a great guy. and im totally shock when you said its him. hahahah . so happy for youuuuuu. ahhhhhh. you made me embarrassed by shouting in front of my friends. you owe me one ;) hahahah . last long ass , and goodluck! COME TO CHURCH MORE OFTEN K . :D HAHAHAH. so that i can see you. heeheee. love you , and hang out soon! :D

~~and honestly i hope you still remember the times we spent and those memories. though i know im no longer there but i really hope you smiled after looking back at those times..~~

2011-10-08T22:47:00.000+08:00

We feel the weight on our backs but they are the burden that lifts us. Burdens that allow us to fly.

idk what im feeling now. those f-up feelings. overthinking ruins everything. insecurities kills. jealousy kills. what doesnt kills. wts. i feel stupid about eveything. blame myself for being too indecisive , too gullible to believe the lies over and over again. thought things will go well . but its not. lolol. joke right. what a joke. infact . im a joke. bet you are laughing huh . omg what am i thinking . :x heh , but , seriously . what am i thinking. i should be happy isnt it. i shouldnt feel like this. ya! shouldnt . lol . okay , and write out how you feel and then tear it. feel dam awesome thats why i love scribbling. HAHAH. JOKE HUH. LOL . okay , ytd was super fun. craziest day out with leona and adriana , its been so long since we last went out. h2h talk , and we cook cheese pasta. like a cool only. actually all adriana cook. lol , and her brother dam cute. i miss children's day . :( i miss my childhood days. i miss my bus kids . i miss children church . and omg. i feel like a crazy pedophile :x HAHHAAHHHA . went to service today . headache , i think i not enough sleep. lol , cgm today is awesome. :) heh , God's love is like a sun. hes always there even we never see/feel him. just like at night we cant see the sun , but we all know sun is always there. so yeah , and the sun will always shine on us. the everlasting love and unfailing love where he will always be there for us :) woah , and i think each one of us have diff revelation on god's love. everybody have their diff point of view of everything. and since everybody have diff view . we shouldnt care if any one of them judge us. i know its hurts knowing people judge about ourselves. but , all we gotta do is not to bother cause thats their point of view . they dont really know how you feel inside , why do you do that . so yeah , be ourselves . and find you own true friends . cause true friends will always be there for you no matter what happens . :) so cheers , think positive!

2011-10-01T22:17:00.002+08:00

sometimes , its better when things arent perfect . at least that way you know , its real.

omg . today is awesome. so awesome. and after the service , the sermon . i feel super guilty , im sorry lord for the things i've made it ~ oh lord , make me the heart of worship . Holding onto you and never let it go. and omg . pastor kong so cuteeee ahhh. i love himmmmmm ♥ kekeke. and recieved 'my inflection book' today . aww , i like oh wait. i loveeeee it alot :$ teehee. IM SO BLESSED TODAY. hehehe , and im gonna aim to pass every SUBJECTS. okay maybe not maths. cause i gave up on it. why . why am i not smart :'( hehehehe . hmm , and i gave up. do whatever you want . im not gonna care anymore . you suck . ihy . hahahah , okay. what am i doing. shit la . bloody moodswings. tskkk. but argh. i seriously hate you alot . fml fml fml . okay , deanna. from now on . be more positive okay . yes you can , deanna . you can do it . YAY. lol , okay. guess im mad . hmmmmm , okay. im talking to dillon now on skype. hes a retarded ;) lololol , study hard okay dai . score well , and get all As . goodluck for your papers next week! ♥
okay , time to study nowwww. gonna spam maths questions and memories ss essays!

2011-09-25T10:06:00.008+08:00

it hurts , knowing that we've grown apart and everything went by so quickly.

okay , eoy is next week. and i should be studying like now. hahaha , i need motivation. i wanna just lie down on my bed and start stoning. okay i guess im mad. heh , ytd had an awesome service with pastor kong and amazing fellowship with cellgroup. :) talked to wendy about what happened recently , and i really thank God that He place her in my life , being my cgl. really thank god for her , and i appreciate whatever she had done for me. sometimes , when you are goinf through dry seasons , all you gotta do is to seek God more. asking him to fill you , give you strength. and dont ever think of giving up. cause his love is unfailing , and he will never forsake you like how people did. as he is our lord , our father , a refuge . for he is great , amazing

Isaiah 41:10 fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.

hmm , but sometimes when you try to be optimistic and keep telling yourself you should not break down , you cant seems to do so. right? it suck isnt it. cause , you only focus on the bad stuffs. argh , i wish i can be optimistic enough , invulnarable enough. ah , suck to be me huh. but things just keep piling up. argh , i hope i got the strength to overcome. haiiiii. and i feel so naive , believing things thats are utter bullshits. i miss the old days , the old times when we were so close , and those memories. but still , why should i miss you when you dont even give a shit. right? i feel so stupid , and i actually believed whatever you said few days ago. however , i really hope im wrong. please. please tell me its wrong , idw to have that uneasy feeling anymore. im really tired. and i wonder , do i really mean something to you? i doubt so right. hai , whatalife. argh , i feel like scribbling paper now. please please , tell me something. and it had been two days alr .

2011-09-19T21:05:00.000+08:00

that little piece of hope we all hold on to.

hmm , i gotta kick the habit of sleeping too much. its my goal. HAHAHA omg. i think this dam joke , but well . i really gotta stop sleeping in class! hhahahha , i think i kept daydreaming in class that spencer chan had to come infront of my table and ask if im alright. i swear , hes scary! LOL. and hes dam thick skin. omg. lololol. past few days , i have been thinking. whats wrong. i felt insignificant , felt dam dry. and really , overthinking ruins it all. maybe im too sensitive , assume too quickly. hai , and i lost all faith , hopes , courages , and the fire i had. temp and trails came in . i want to have the strength to overcome all those. but it seems that i cant , i cant do it. i have no courage to do it , no faith and definitely no strength. well , i guess for now i gotta concentrate in my studies , eoy coming in like 10 more days ?! heh , and i guess no one truely understand me , sometimes its better to be alone . okay enough , stop thinking deanna. be strong , gotta be invulnarable. cause no one will be there for you , you gotta only depend on yourself.

2011-09-13T19:23:00.001+08:00

its takes alot courage to speak whats in your heart.

omg , i screwed up my oral. paused alot in the conversation and picture description , ohnoooo. and tomorrow chinese. die. LOL. omg , idk whats wrong with me today. argh , dam sleepy. omg , i should stop sleeping in lessons alr , eoy comingggggg. nightmare , and i haven even start revising. -bangwall- LOL. and my maths totally suck , i dont understand a single thing! and theres ss test tomorrow . confirm fail . oh god , help me :'( hai , went to service on sunday with jingyi :) cause didnt go to service on sat due to my sis's bday. LOL. and im sorry dai , sorrehhhh. heh , service was superd awesomeeeeeee ^^ HAHAHAH. though it was early in the morning like 10 ?! but the atmosphere there was totally amazing. felt the presence of God. awesome much. ;) and it speaks to me , 'do not be afriad , for im here with you always' He really gives me the strength to stand up again , giving me the faith and courage to do things. thanks lord , you're such an amazing father. and i gotta buck up alr :( i got a feeling that the eoy wont be as easy as this term. :/

2011-09-09T11:17:00.001+08:00

sometimes things have to change and maybe sometimes they're for the better.

'greater things have yet to come' this sentence keep appearing, and it seems that its telling me somthing , something great is coming. hmm , hahahha . well , had a lot of fun ytd. (y) went to town with jingyi , vivian , shanika and huishan. had kfc and then went to buy my caramel milk tea ^^ teehee , after that. went kbox @ scape. first time inside kbox and its so cool! LOL. guess im gonna spend my friday at home rotting again. and i hate this. tskkkkk. omg , im like so broke now. oh no oh no. i wanna go work soon. argh. and im dam lazy to study. die , i need motivation . M.O.T.I.V.A.T.I.O.N gotta buck up alr. eoy coming. stupid. holiday gonna end soon. sian , this holiday so short. niuuuuu. :( i dont wanna go back to school :'(

2011-09-05T12:33:00.000+08:00

I wanted to remember us like we were that summer and I didn’t want to ever forget that.

and yay! its holidays now. hahaha , didnt go school today for lessons. dam lazy and i woke up at 10+ teehee. its awesome to go back to jurongwest for service! and i miss the best coffee shop there :$ hahhaha , serve on S06 on saturday. aww , the mixblood kid so cute. and his name is gerrald i think :p i promised to find my leafgreen cartridge for him. hope its still somewhere in my drawer! heh , had service after that. omg , my favourite preacher - pastor phil <3 'delaying doesnt mean he dont love you , it means there will be something great happening' hah , after that fellowship at level 4! woohoo. played alot games with 481! awesome times. and we're preparing sister's bday this coming sat! cant go for service 1. guess im going on sunday , anyone wanna go with me. please :( and i wanna go out + learn guitar. any kind soul , willing to teach me . :D

2011-08-31T18:53:00.001+08:00

As time goes on, you’ll understand. What lasts, lasts; what doesn’t, doesn’t.

i am dam happy. super happy. bloody happy with my TERM 3 PPR. omg. for once , i got a A for my english . HAHAHAHAHAH. but i know its thanks to my vocab tests. heh , but ohwell. i got 4As. ahhhhh. im dam happy. and my combined humans got a D7. thanks to my ss. failed by 0.6 :@ so pissed. today dam slack. (Y) and im dam excited for tomorrow!
YAY. HOORAY. TOMORROW WILL BE A BETTER DAY :D
and you. you really disgust me alot. and im super disappointed in you. ohwell. i just hope you're happy with whatever you're doing right now , oldfriend.
and im glad to have a group of friends. standing right beside me. thanks guys. ;)

2011-08-29T13:10:00.001+08:00

and once you let those people in , you dont wanna let them go.

nice weather today huh. but i gotta wake up at 8 :@ stupid. :x went out with chloe on saturday. after that went for service , i was late :x 'we're the people of faith thats why we walk to believe. ' its really a great sermon. dont ever give up when things fall down. increase your capacity and that how we know Him more. by faith. we walk by faith and not by sight. dont ever give up on hope. :) hah , and i wanna study psycology. its cool. i wanna go singapore poly's that psycology course, but i wanna go ngee ann. ohwell. depend on my score. you'll need to get at least 12. sian :x went to watch suckseed ytd. i like the ending , but the show abit weird ah :p hahah , and i like the movie characters. omg , the thailand girl dam pretty. and that guy got dimple :$ jealous & envy :x i guess im gonna spend my monday alone staying at home , rotting. argh. i want to go out now.
i guess , the reason so many people find it so hard to be happy is that they will always see the past better than it was, the present worse than it is, and the future less resolved than it will be. i saw it on tumblr. and i find it dam true. dont you think so? hai. guys , move on. look forward , miracles do come true. look at the brighter side , my dear ones . :) and dont ever look back to the past.

2011-08-24T19:37:00.000+08:00

dont ever look back.

omg got back some of my results, die. all boderline. :x hai. needa buck up soon. especially my science and maths! :( ohwell. seriously , something is wrong with me. hahah. my moodswings come and go one. LOL. joke :x i love scribbling on paper. yay me. hahah , its stupid to reminsce about the past. though the memories back then was great. seriously , we should just move on and dont ever look back. its really stupid. since its gone why should we bother right. hmm. you know what , i can be a great councillor when i grow up ^^ woohoo. i wanna join child psychology. :x ohyeah.

just like seasons , people changed. we shouldnt expect anything from anyone. cause they will only disappoint us. so , expect nothing at all. look at the brighter side.

2011-08-17T19:56:00.001+08:00

cause at the end of the day , everybody will leave. just get used to it. its not suprising anyway.

i know life is so unfair. but why is it so unfair. hah , alot questions huh. ohwell. omg , nowadays im madly in love with horoscope. im addicted to it. ohno. im not supposed to. but .. hahahah. got back a few tests , disappointed much. :/ my legs dam nua now , thanks to the training ytd :x well , kimchi's bday today! and missnicky said that i look like i kana raped for hours in the morning. :( aww , i wanna go drink one day. and then have a good long sleep. wake up , everything will be back to normal. yay. but thats impossible. hahahah. i know i very rubbish but ohwell. im tired of everything. basically tired of living in this unfair world. i wanna get to the other side. forgetting whatever happened and move on to a better life. i hate my life.

i remember the times when you said that you'll always be by my side.

2011-08-12T22:37:00.000+08:00

you've changed so much.

do you ever had this feeling that you feel dam helpless. nobody there to turn to? people find you only when they need you. and leave you after that. whats wrong with people nowadays. mayb im just useless. i couldnt help much in any situations. thats why , people are leaving me day by day. no wonder , things does not lies with others. mayb its just me.

2011-08-08T16:54:00.001+08:00

people change people go , just get used to it. no matter how much we miss them.

power huh , go school for one hour. shit this year, suck ttm. LOL. after the ndp celebration , went to koufu slack till 11. then off to bugis walk around , eat etc. i think i got severe pms. 360 moodswings. woohoo. im like so mad now :x but at the same time pms. whats wrong with me , i think i needa see doctor like soon :x haahha. okay , looking forward to tomorrow :) hope this month will be a better month.

i miss the old you.

2011-08-05T19:54:00.000+08:00

life can be tiring , but continue moving on.

HI. WHAT A FRUITFUL DAY TODAY ^^ awesome, i went to saturate near lengkee blocks just now and i got a kid from nan hua primary coming for this week! woohoo. gar , i miss those time when we get up dam early to queue for fop. aww , memorable memories ~ this year suck :x theres no sunday service , and i cant go for today and tomorrow. :'( ohwell. excited for next week chc anniversary! yay.

dissapointed.

life.

2011-07-29T16:45:00.000+08:00

life is tough. life is unfair. but what can we do , fight with life :D

hah, alot of things happened within this short period. and i totally hate myself for this. well , but always look at the bright side :) im really glad to have a bunch of friends going through this together with me. i learnt my lesson , and yay. im over. im over it alr.

what every team wants is not about winning. but winning as a team. what i really want is teamwork.

2011-03-12T22:47:00.000+08:00

I GIVE UP.

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2011-01-24T20:55:00.000+08:00

AWESOME DAYS :)

LEONA SOH , HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! hope you enjoyed this two days. so high sia you. OMG. and please FORGETFORGET AND BE HAPPY :@ LOL . Dont emo , or else , i kill youuuu :@@
wahahahah , okay. ni yao kaixin . uploading photos on fb. so loooong :@

2011-01-12T20:56:00.000+08:00

raining days :)

It was raining for the past few days. shiok huh? i am starting to be afraid of my study .. didnt pay much attention in class due to my sleepiness. feeling dam tired nowadays , sian man. and now i need chiong my holiday homework , which need to be due tomorrow. and im only at question one. siansian. gar , tournament coming = sian. hai , i think my team no hope. not being pessimistic , but. i got a feeling we will lose. haiiiiiiii.

2011-01-08T23:44:00.001+08:00

ORIENTATION CAMP (Y)

2days 1 night camp was super awesome. though , i LOST MY VOICE . but , overall its was really really fun. took over 1D, and theres only 12 guys. HAHAH. then we had our own schedule , games and all this. and my class damdam NOISY. cannot tahan man :( heh , i miss the campppp :( awwwww. today had open house. run about hitting everyone i know woth balloon ^^ teehee , its fun :D stay there till 11plus and homed. then went for service. dam tired :( i almost fell asleep in the service. thanks to lynette , i need to wake up 4plus :/ i only sleep like less than 5 hours :((( sad right. i need more sleep sleep sleeppppp ! :P

2011-01-06T20:50:00.000+08:00

HIIIIIIIIIII.

I HATE SEC 3 LIFE :@

2010-12-27T11:16:00.001+08:00

Photo with pastor zhuang :D

well , this photo was taken on the candlelight service. but , anyway , MERRY BELATED CHRISTMAS :) i spent my christmas on the bed. well , most of the time. :P HAHAHA. and also , happy belated birthday to wifey <3 wentto sort of celebrate her birthday yesterday :) heh , remember i told you all i went to genting ? yeah , it was fun. but also kinda boring. sian :/ but i like the snow world. -7 leh , shiok ;) wahahhahaa. stupid keep asking me to update my blog. tsktsk. and should i upload all the pictures i toook in genting ? :/

2010-12-23T12:27:00.000+08:00

Hello people! Its me again. Okay, well. why no one tag again!?
): Tag people! Keep it alive manz. SAD.
Okay, This pig is coming back today?! Well, time passes real fast.
LOL. I thought there's still two more days. Haha.
Okay,I decided to dedicate a post to this woman.
HAHA.
Deannatdx,
She's a cute and caring person! :) I know her for .... 6-7years right?
She's awesome much!( I know you like me saying you're awesome!)
She's a great listener, when you have problems, you can share with this pig. :)
Haha. And she's damn epic one . :>>> (Winkz* i still remember your unglams moments. :P)
okay, this is just part of it . ROUGH IDEA. LOL. so i'll post again soon alrights! :)
Byebye people , do tag k.
hehe . kthxbai. :)STAY TUNED.
mcjyz.

2010-12-22T22:09:00.001+08:00

Hello people . (: Why didnt you guys continue tagging her blog? :(

Haha . But anyways, help this pig to post again. WHOA.

& I got her picture above. HAHA. chio right her . ;D

And i like her bangs, its cute! :D Zhudaoxin is coming back like soon.

Few more days. :D So MISS HER okay. She wants people to miss her.:D

But i think there's already many people missing her right!

Hehe . okayokay, i've got nothing to post alr. Byeeee.

Post again tomorrow! (Y)

Mcjyz.

2010-12-21T13:36:00.001+08:00

Hiiiiiiiii people! :)
im not Deanna! She went to genting today, EARLY IN THE MORNING . Like 6plus 7.
Tsk. And she told me she cant sleep yesterday. LOL.
Okay, she's going to genting for like 3 days .
So im asked to help her post her blog to keep it alive.
Do tag her too! :D
Will post again tomorrow! :)
Mcjyz.

2010-12-20T22:46:00.000+08:00

HELLO "AWESOME" . :D *kidding*
Tomorrow you're going to genting for 3 days. Cool or what.
Im so jealous! :( Next time bring me go ah. haha jk .
Have fun and enjoy your trip. :) BE SAFEEEE.
:D And lastly, MISS ME !:D I will continue help you post everyday,
ONE CONDITION : If i can remember. :P
If not , too bad! heheh.
Signed off , -MORE AWESOME THAN YOU- :B MCJY.

2010-12-18T23:47:00.000+08:00

CANDLELIGHT SERVICE. :)

today service , awesomeeee. so many candle ~ so prettty. omgggg. HAHAH. okay , few more days and im off to genting! exciting siaaaaa! :P ahhhh , so boring :/ HAHAH. okay , idk what to say anymoreee :( byeeeeeeeee,

2010-12-16T23:16:00.000+08:00

PEACE.

oh , hi. i like this pictureee :) cool right ! i take one leh ;) teehee , morning went to saturate blocks with bus teacher. awesome (Y) then rush to meet chloe they all at bugis :/ super late , and i didnt know that i was on the same train with leona and wanting. HAHAH. ate seoul garden. omg , dam full man :@ HAHHAH. I like the peppermint icecream :D and coffee chicken. omg , idk why alot people dont like. its liek so niceeee :( heh , then went woodland , peirced then slack at kfc. about 6 plus , off. met jingyi at jurongeast mrt , then off to tiong to meet sheryl. discuss about the christmas parrty and soo onnnn . woooo , christmas is cominggggggg ~

2010-12-15T23:01:00.000+08:00

STUPID BESTIE ♥

hahah, went out with her today. idk why how she always reached so early :/ tskkk. went bugis. walk around. so boringggg. wanted to buy clothes , but no niceeeee one :( saddded. slack aroundddd , shoppp , slackkk again. omg , boring huh :( hah. Bought a pick bracelet. so prettty. :P HAHAH. then , wanted to buy necklace , but. i got alot alr. so nahhhh. and the uncle is scaryy :/ LOL. after that , we went to berrylite to eat and slack. nicenice , yumyum :p HAHAH. then iluma toilet slack. slack till about 5 , off to meet my bus teacher . saturate the blocks and did visitation. sian , tomorrow moring need wake up very early :/ and , i like the weather nowwww. so niceee , and cool (Y)

2010-12-13T21:49:00.000+08:00

Life is like that.

Currently watching the 9pm show. omg , so funnyyyy! HAHAHHHA, ZHOUJIEMING DAM CUTE. OMGOMGOMG. gar , i am forced to post , AGAIN :@ tskk , i looking forward to wednesday ^^ teehee , shopping trip with clara and michelleeeee. :) bet it will be awesomeee. woo. :P i want school start like now :D holidays dam boringgg :( wonder how will be our class next year. hmmmm.

2010-12-11T00:15:00.000+08:00

I.AM.SO.TIRED.

HIIII. its been so long i had posted something :/ thanks to someone , i need post. omg , im so lazzyyyyyy. and im so tiredddddddddddd. :( gar. i want to sleeeeeep . sleeep everyday and dont wake up (Y) means im dead. HAAHAHAHAHA . wooo , so happy. going genting soooon . ONE MORE WEEK. :D 21-23. though only 3 days. sadded. ahhhh , my grandparents going cruise when school reopen. AHHHH AHHH AHHHH. i want go crazyy alr :@ i want go cruise. tskkkk. i really need save money. and i am so budget. everybody said that. so sad :( HAHAHH. but budget is good. savemoney (Y) not like some people keep spending money :D heheheheee , ahhh. till hereeee. if i continue , i seriously will write alot rubbishhh . :P

2010-12-04T00:04:00.000+08:00

Thats what life is.

endure it , and you will see a beautiful rainbow infont of you.

so , be happy , and always have a positive mindset.

Miracles do happen :)

2010-11-27T10:21:00.001+08:00

你好你好 :D hahah , china trip was so awesomeeeeeee. :) saw alot cuteee kids there , photos at facebook. i miss jiaojiao jiejie now :( shes very cute and pretty. HAHAH. we go there everyday eat alot 9dishes. gawd , i grew fat. :/ tsktsk. the things there veryvery cheap. and when i reached singapore , i realized the things i bought not enought. saddening :( heh , well. im back herreeeeeeee. :D and i love the plane (Y) idk why. heehee , at first i was disappointed that its not snowing in shandong. but , throughout the whole trip its was kinda fun :) zhi de zhi de. HAHAH , i got alot money now. yayyyyyy, so happy. :P

2010-11-16T09:53:00.000+08:00

HI prettystead. HAPPYBIRTHDAY :D ( though i know its yesterday ) HAHHA. well , hope you enjoyed yesterday. came back so late , lazy post. HAHAHAH. went to school and attend the presentation. gar , im going to speak in front of the whole class :@ shit , i got stage frightttt. :( then after that , i ask mr ong if i can take the jacket first , he not only give me a NO and also alot RUBBISH. gawd , i should not even asked him and tell him im not going. listen to his nagging is worst than my gandmotherrr's. :@ and he also called my mum and dad , tell him what i never come all this and also another thing. anyhow assume thing. he can go bang the wall and die. :@ after listen to all the naggings , we start the party :D bbq , birthday bash and all this. thanks to leona soh , my whole face kana CAKE. omg, its super disgusting cann. ahhh , i smelled of cream. but , we played flour first , and im the one who started it. its fun okay. kinda regret though. we should have use powder instead. :( washed up , clean the whole place and leave! went to the dk what park. its nature , so naturally there will be bugs and flys. HAHHA. and that siao de , keep screaming and jumping on the bench. SO FUNNY. you should see how she did it. you'll laugh until you drop. so , in the end. we went to the nearest mac and started talking there :) talked till 8plus and homeddddd. :D

Awww , i'll be flying offf tonight :( miss me alrighttt :D HAHHAH. will be back by 27nov :)

2010-11-11T17:19:00.000+08:00

HAPPYBIRTHDAY MINHWAN ♥

2010-11-07T23:26:00.000+08:00

EXCITED.

Woo , one week from now im going fly farfar :D hahaha , GAWD. im super excited for the next few days XD ahhh , but sadly. im super broke now :@ garrr , tomorrow going shopping with leona and nicole :) wednesday with a idiot stupid bestie of mine :D and friday maybe going out with jingyi. and next mondayyy , its gonna be funnn ^^ HAHAH. then , im flying off. MISS ME ALRIGHT :D

2010-11-03T23:45:00.000+08:00

TIRING.AND FED UP.

Prettysteaddd , thanks for being with me all this time. and also encouraged me ;) well , i appreciate it. :D hah , and hopefully , your mum will let you have more freedom so that we can like go out more often and sooooon! :D HAHAHAH, well , also last long with you-know-who. yeah , i like being and talking/crapping w you. you are awesome ;) iloveeeyou.

why is it that everything must be do with it. cant i just have a normal family life like the others. all i want is a happy family. no need to be rich or anything. just have the feeling of staying at home everyday. the feeling of happiness whenever i step in the door. the feeling of being there for me. the feeling of safe and comfortable.

2010-10-28T19:19:00.000+08:00

i want to let go of the anger but it seems so hard :/
HI , i know im awesome. thankyou :) HAHAH.

Hyperpill , thanks for the post that you had posted for me. so sweeeet. i loveeeit ^^ HAHAH. i will , and im already moving on. but really I AM. so dont worry. and you also ah , your superman :p consider him , hes sweeeeet. :) HAHAHAH, lastly iloveeeyou. thankyou for being there for me. <3

2010-10-25T19:44:00.000+08:00

i should seriously stop thinking.

2010-10-24T21:22:00.000+08:00

HI , today was awesome ! (Y) hahaha , went out with love today to orchard. i was there SUPER EARLY. waited for her at ion orchard there the mrt. then went to shop around. we ran across the road when it was raining. its was super funny. our hair dam wet. went to cine first , bought frolicks and got a yellow balloon :D the people there was scary . hahah , freak chloe out. LOL. her expression was dam funny! walk around 313 awhile , then decided to go bugis :D bought shoe , highwaist pant , a brown headband and bag :D IM SO BROKE NOW :( dieee , i neeed moneyyyy. and chloe , your monkey face (Y) HAHAHAHAH.

2010-10-22T16:21:00.000+08:00

ahhhh. im so sad now. how i wish i can go airportttt. walao , i missed the flight. i want gooo :( they coming today and im not there. i want see minhwan! :P HAHA.heard that snsd coming tomorrow. LOL. i want go expo tomorrowwwwww! :P then i can see them. heehee. but i bet there will be alot peoples. hai. lets stalk them :D

2010-10-19T20:42:00.000+08:00

HIHI. today learning journey to marina. and its was rather fun :) took singapore flyer. and it was okay too. yay! though it was very highhhhh then. omg , can die. chloe's face was awesome (y) LOL , my kite cmi. tangled with jiahui's and chloe's. hahah , im so sorrryyyyyy :( heehee , i loveee my kite. got minhwannnn :D hahahhahaa, we shall go fly kite one day :D training till 5plus after that. then went henderson cc played with uncle till 8 plus. and homed. im so tireddd :( and yes , i pass my literatureeeeeeeeee . super happpy. but i failed english :@

2010-10-18T09:20:00.001+08:00

HIHIHI. im currently at leona's house.
and i love my clique :D

2010-10-15T18:53:00.001+08:00

Faith is not about having the right answers. Faith is a feeling, faith is a hunch - a hunch that there is something bigger connecting us all.

I failed. i failed badly. well. but what could i do. pray for the better. and pray that i could stay in express. i feel like dying. fml.

2010-10-12T17:50:00.000+08:00

im so boreed. so i decided to blog :P HAHAH. today actually not intending to go out, but. its too boring at home. i think i cannot survive in the holidayyyyys. i will die :( heh , went to orchard with crazy people :D and we saw alina and weisheng there ~ LOL. left at 4 plus. ahhh , idw to get back my results. i got a bad feeling about it :( anddddd , i miss yesterday the outing! :( we should go out moreeeeeeee.

2010-10-11T20:44:00.000+08:00

omg, i know i look retarded here :( but , nvm. HAHHA. its so funnnny :P today was fun (Y) HAHAHAHHA, went orcahrd and tour around. had some talk at the toast box. walk , talk , laugh and scream everywhere we go. all thanks to leonasoh :@ she very funnyyyyy. make me laugh until i cannot stand up :/ HAHAHAH, went to 313 at last. slack at the toilet there. took alot of retarded photos ! HAHAH. but, deleted alot :P then , we took neo-prints :D then took 16 homed. super tired. slept while uploading the photos. hai , tomorrow is an another boring day for me :( im going to rot at homeeeeeeeeee.

out of your hands , into my heart.

2010-10-08T22:52:00.001+08:00

everything is possible for him who believes.

HI , eoy is going to overrrrrr. YAY-ness. HAHAH. but im afraid to get back my paper. thursday was a worst day for me. felt dam pissed with the maths paper 2. omg , whats wrong with me. gar , every paper is screwed :@ lalala , i feel like singing , slapping , jumping and killing myself now. feeling stupid , ahhhhhhhhh. lets jump off the bulding :D

2010-09-26T00:08:00.000+08:00

HIHIHI ! :D im back from churchhh :) woooo , today was awesome. but tired :/ LOL.

HAPPYBIRTHDAY ANGEL :D

had remedial lesson at 10. then went to bank . LOL. my 200 ^^ hehe , trained to church. had an awesome service. then went to angel's house till 8 plus and homed :D i am so tired now , byeee :)

2010-09-23T16:46:00.000+08:00

I SCREWED UP MY BOTH ORALS. YAY ME. LOL.
well done huh , im going to flunk. and i really flunk my bio test. GREAT. be prepared exam. science , im going to flunk you. hai. stupid , why must we learn the reproduction thing. its dam complicated. so pissed. i need to mugmugmug :@ STUDY HARD GUYS. JY FOR YOUR EOY ^^

2010-09-15T19:25:00.000+08:00

omg , isnt he cuttteeeee ??! :D

SHIT LA , i am obsessed with small kids now :( HAHAHA, but they're so cute :D especially , darryl <3 LOL. okay , school was rather slack. i am super tired. i sleep like dk how many hours today. i slept one and a half period. wooo , shiok :D hahhha , okay , i want go watch winx club ^^ byeeeeee :)

2010-09-12T22:32:00.001+08:00

omg , HE CUTE RIGHT !? :D HAHHA , saw him at vivo's arcade today. he so cute and pro ! he played the dk what fighting thing ! :P awesome cuteee, ahhh . i feel like kidnpping him home :D and hes only 7 study at zhangde :) ahhaha , nothing unusual happen today . :) and i miss that friday , its so awesome . i wish that it will never endddd ~ heh , :/ i misss himmm ~ hhahhaha , he so cute . and his team got the champ.AND , i same group as him ~ WOOOOO.

ISNT HE CUTEEEEEEEEEEE !? :D

2010-09-09T15:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY PRETTYSTEAD <3

i am so screwed :( gonna chiong all my work by today ! :@ and that geog project is insane. I CANT FIND ANY INFORMATION. somebody kind out there help me do please ! :D i am so not excited for tomorrow :@ i missed my malaysia trip all thanks to tomorrow :(

2010-09-06T22:13:00.001+08:00

gar , i miss them alot :/ LOL , went to remedial today , i so guai ! (y) hahahha , i do the maths and science paper , and realized that i really cmi :( so sad , gotta mug alr ! :( went to watch step up 3 today ! (y) and its really awesomeeeeeeeeeeeee ! yay yay ! i like the guy , and mooose ! omg, hes dam cute ! i want learn dance now ! its super cool , ahhhh. especially the water part (Y) leona keep laughing beside me :/ and nicole brought her brother , he dam noisy ah , but dam cute. i think my sis worse :/ LOL. after watching , went to ljs study ! but i didnt. HAHAHAH . we watched the kids playing at the playground :) about 5 plus , window shop awhile and go grandma's house. sian , i mayb cant go malaysia. got competition on that day , siansiansian ! :(

2010-09-03T23:22:00.001+08:00

HIHIHI ! :D someone keep asking me to post. crazy sia. idk what to posttttt ! okay , at first i am really excited to go sjij . however when i go , my dream vanish into thin air :( darryl didnt come !!! how sad. but after that he came , i only took a glance at him . ahhhh. then he go home alr. i am super sad :( LOL , school was alright. just that i very tired on geog lesson , and didnt listen :P today is my worst day of the week. i think i got pms. (or mayb ams :P ) i this few days got moodswings sia ! AHHAHHA , okay. im weird ! LOL .have alot fun with chloechua. and we going make a bear ! YAY (Y)

hi , stupidmonkey. this the post for you.
please dont be bhb anymore, thankyou . :) HAHAHAHHA

2010-09-02T22:14:00.001+08:00

Heyz, helping PIG to post again. :D Always lazy blog lazy blog, tabulehtahan! :/ 我越来越像她的女佣! Haha, today she got badminton. Then after that send her home, on the way. She say she tired, then until now still dont want sleep. Stupid uh. :P Kays, thats all. Byez. :D

2010-09-01T23:14:00.000+08:00

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2010-08-31T23:05:00.000+08:00

HI, OHANA <3 LOL , went to school at 630. leona soh laaaa :@ came so late :/ LOL. then reach school about 7 plus. took our class tee and changed :) after assembly , went to humans room for the dance thing. our class is screwed . :/ champ goes to 2A :) but it seriously super AWESOME :D father waited for me , and then off to edgefield ! (Y) HAHAHAHA , saw alot people there. coooool ^^ chat awhile , then mr koh need go alr , so we went econ slack while waiting for hazel and derick :) Then went back school again ! play awhile , the weather is burning :@ LOL , then security chase us out :@ off to common green . had h2h talk with nut :D went to yuitleng's house. cooool , LOL . play , chat , slack and went tuition till 930 . and homed ! :)

my hair is really SCREWED :@

2010-08-29T23:10:00.000+08:00

I SO GUAI TODAY ! YAY. i studied k ^^ but only for awhile :P hahah , didnt go training :/ cause i slept till 12 plus. lazy go . then meet vivian at bm library study :) while i was studying she doing her diary for her boyf. she failure , she still got dk how many dates to carry on. then after that crystal and jingyi came. slack and camwhore awhile then went tiong meet huishan :D ate steamboat , AND ITS SUPER SPICY :@ HAHHAHA , then went down to 7-11 buydrinks :) HAHAH , after that camwhore with them :D its awesome. jingyi make me laugh until stomach pain. she suck :/ heh , LOL. homed with crystal around 9 plus :)

ya , i know that you dont like me , but can you please tell me , and i will change. in words i may not care for you , but in my heart i care for you , so idw to comments on it. i afraid you'll get hurt. mayb you can say i change , but i really did not. i care alot for you. hope you'll understand this.

2010-08-28T00:13:00.000+08:00

Yos! The lazy pig dont wanna post again, ALWAYS LAZY! :/ I'm so kind to help her post. HAHA! :P Deanna, you sucks! :D Hehs, today slacked with her till 3 plus i guess? then later she went home, slept, went to tuition, then home sweet home. :D Haha, i have nothing to help her post. :/ Hahas that's all. Bye! :D

2010-08-26T20:15:00.000+08:00

omg , this photo super unglam :( but this the only picture i took with her :( HAHAHA , NICOLE LEEEEE. YOU ROCK . our h2h talk was (Y) let h2h talk more often k ! iloveyou <3 LOL. school suck , yes :@ after school got the stupid dance thing :/ drag time , heh. After that , 33 to bugis with nicole , leona and someone ~
LOL. walk around and bought my SUSHI ^^ Bought bangles and band :) homed around 7. I looking forward to next tues ! YAY. wed no school (Y) woohoo . lalala , im bored and TIRED :(

stupidmonkey , im really sorry. cheeerup k :)

2010-08-25T16:23:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHHH , I MISS MY OLD HAIR :( shag , my fringe :( school was alright , and im a good daughter , i come back home early. (actually i everyday also go back early) heh , lazy go out :P tomorrow will be going out with chloe :) and i want go the swensens icecream buffet ! :P HAHAHAHA , i super tired now :( I.WANT.TO.SLEEP.

stupidmonkey , im sorry.

2010-08-24T22:17:00.000+08:00

HER FACE DAM FUNNY HOR ! hahah , today weather super hot :@ AND , YAY. my stalker partner came back . super duper happy. do you know i miss you alot !? stupid t.jingyi :) HAHAHA , training and school today and lastly tuition . i go kick until the candle , omg. freaking scary :/ heh

stupidmonkey , you sucks :)

2010-08-23T23:27:00.000+08:00

Yo! :) Helping deannatdx blog again! She's dam freaking lazy. :/ today she when home sibei early, straight after school sia. Act one guaikia only. LOL. Then after that, ME went to find her! :D Haha, me so good right! Then after that pei-ed her to her grandma house. It's like raining then we both walked in the rain. HAHA. Then she dam wet. LOL! :)) Then after sending her to her grandma's house de blk. Then i when home-ed. :D tickled her on the way. HAHA!! Sibei fun! Her weakness is, scared of tickling. HAHA! Don't believe you can go try. HAHA! :D and lastly,
Deannatdx Suck & I Rock! :D
                        Deannatdx Suck & I Rock! :D
                          Deannatdx Suck & I Rock! :D
Deannatdx Suck & I Rock! :D
Deannatdx Suck & I Rock! :D
                          Deannatdx Suck & I Rock! :D

2010-08-22T20:44:00.004+08:00

I'm not deanna, i'm the monkey she's talking about. Haha! Hacked into her account. LOL. This is so fun. :D okay, that 朱同学 had badminton today. From 11am to 5pm, dam long sia. Badminton sucks to the CORE! :D HAHA! Then now she is at bugis shopping, wtf right?! Stupid 朱同学. Deanna tdx sucks too!! HAHAHAHA! I ROCK! :D
                                     Deanna tdx sucks. :)
                                     Deanna tdx sucks. :)
                                   Deanna tdx sucks. :)
                                     Deanna tdx sucks. :)
                                     Deanna tdx sucks. :)
                                   Deanna tdx sucks. :)
                                     Deanna tdx sucks. :)
        I'm AWESOME! :D

2010-08-21T23:05:00.000+08:00

HIHIHI . went to church today and didnt serve :( HAHAHAHHA, went to tiong and ate kfc :) saw sharon they all . then take train to church , :) service was greaaaaaaaaaat :) then prayer meeting. went to level 4 to fellowship :D study there, my science cmi :( then jp walk. HAH,

stupid monkey , you're stupid . dumb and crazy :)

2010-08-20T22:59:00.000+08:00

went out with Jingyi today. pangseh joseph , sorryyyyyy ! :P hahha , wanted to go study but in the end, never. HAHHAHA. went to queensway first cause jingyi wants to peirce. went to ankor point find leona they all while waiting for that slowpoke :P after piercing , went to vivo. we spent $6 for sushi , hahah . we ate alot :/ LOL. Shop and camwhore (Y) we are going to save alotalot money and go spend. YAY. we saw alot things today but no money :( Then off to riverwalk for prayermeeting :)

that stupid monkey , here is for you.

you suck

IM AWESOME :D

crazymonkey :)

2010-08-19T22:38:00.001+08:00

hihihiihi :) long time never post :P someone keep asking me to post ~ :@ stupid monkey . LOL . yog badminton was awesomeeeee ! :D HAHHA. fantastic , LOL . weeee , i got 200 dollars. HAHA , bursary award :) awww , i miss my cousin :( and HAPPYBELATEDBIRTHDAY GRANDMA <3
i got nothing to write :p and jingyiiiii ~ imy :(

This is that stupid monkey draw , dam stupid hor. but its cute :) HAHHA

2010-08-11T21:29:00.000+08:00

didnt see fireworks on national day , how sad :( went out with leona and liangle that day to orchard. so pissed , haha . after walking around 313 , liangle say she want buy high waist so went to bugis :) they bought clothes/dress. leonaaaa wearing dress (y) YAY. lol , saw jiahui there :D after that , went to rubi bought a blue stripe heels. dam funny , HAHAHAHH. after that went to grandpa's house then go to the dk where. but its near abc. hah , played with cousins , super fun . uncle ask me drink wine, tasty but bitter. they said my face turned red :( about 10 plus , homed :) yay-ness. my genius is fixed . hooray !

2010-08-06T15:21:00.000+08:00

TODAY SO AWESOME. laugh alot :p haha , didnt know that school start at 750 i chiong to school :@ so pissed. lol, otherwise i could sleep longer :( school was terribly boring :/ stupid poem and raps. boring like shit . LOL . after school went 313 with liangle , leona and adriana :D went to eat the dk what nasi lemak , whatever that is . and its super hot :@ so we went to buy bubble tea :) haha , walk around and started craping. prettystead is crazy ! HAHA . leona soh too ! LOL , SUPER FUNNY. liangle went halfway with her boyf. wanted to stalk them but failed , tiring. hah , went to the apple shop and started to take photos . Awesome , HAH . hang out more ! you two go save money then we go bugis shop ! :D

2010-08-05T19:10:00.000+08:00

IM AWESOMEEEEE , (michelle you better post that) and she want me to post , SHE'S THE BEST. or
whatever. LOL. HAPPY ? :D hahah , today was FUN. went to punggol fetch her , see i so good. next time come redhill find me hor ! :D actually going compass but change to bugis instead :) bought clothes and headband :D ate subway ! ^^ we have the same wallet :DDDDDDDDDD shes orange im pink :D

MichelleCJY.

you better save moremoremoremore alot money k ! then we go orchard shop ! wooooo ~ HAHAHA , and lets go see cnblue together ! :) YAY (Y) sept holiday meet up k ! stupid chan :D

2010-08-01T21:58:00.000+08:00

FOPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP IS AWESOME :D
SO DOES THE CELEBRATIOOOOON ! :D YAY !
saturday started queueing veryvery LONG. 3 start , weather super hot :@ and we took alot photos. pack man , very pack . lucky we queue early, KIASU SINGAPOREAN ^^ end at 1030 and homed :) Sunday which is today , woke at 6 . LATE. lol , took huishan's father car to indoor stadium :) yay , free car woohooo . queue at 6 plus and we're not the first few ! scary , LOL. got in and start taking alot pictures , screw facebook :@ cant upload .end at 1 and went fellowship at douby :) meet dad and ate buffet ! super full ! :( aww , tomorrow start school alr. how i wish weekends will be longer :( or mayb FLOOD THE SCHOOOL ! :D

2010-07-25T22:01:00.000+08:00

I miss my cousins :( HAH , service was great :) cellgroupmeeting even greater . LOL . fellowship till 9 plus then homed . today , mw and huishan were super early . so we sat down and wait . THEN , thats the best part . we climb mountain , super steepy :/ then had cgm at a pavillion at a remote place. full of ants and BEEEEEEEEE . :@ but it was awesome . HAHA. then went bugis and homed , eat seafood , nice . i love the fish there . and i bought vivian tng thing. shall show her tomorrow :)

2010-07-21T17:07:00.000+08:00

I AM AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. :D
agree man ! :D HAHHA . SCHOOL are boring , and so does studies. lol , its the same btw . HAH. and yay ! IM mayb moving to punggol ! :) woooo ~ LOL . but shag , i need wake up so early . AND travel very far . :(
hai , ohohoh ,
HAZEL CHONG NUT ! :D HAPPYBIRTHDAYYYYYY :D
you this busy women keep asking you out , NEVER COME . busy ! LOL . you better go out with me after holidays hor , KICK AWAY YOUR REDCROSS LAH :D hahahahah .

2010-07-15T19:14:00.000+08:00

TODAY WAS FUNNNNN ! yay ! i love minhwan ! :) HAHAHHAHA . tomorrow will be huanjia's bday , gotta rush to buy present for him , hah . nowadays , LOL . so many people emo . must be happyyyyy ! HAH , okays , till here :)

Everytime you ignored , my heart hurts . where are you nowadays , you totally changed . hai , idk what happened uh . i wish that you will be back to your ownself , when we were super close . well , i pray lah . for you to return what you used to be, i miss the old you :(

2010-07-13T19:04:00.000+08:00

I loveeee today ! YAY. Me and chloe were discussing about our FTISLAND plan when they coming to singapore . and yay-ness , we are going to but ft island thing tomorrow ! So excitedddd ~ and i am so going to learn DRUMMMM . yeah , then me and him are drummerss ! I WILL START TO LOVE WHITE ! :D Friday we going buy shirt , omg . im going go broke :@
haha , and school's boring :@ tsk . but im going score well for everything and i will have no tuition ! YES.

2010-07-06T22:18:00.000+08:00

ISNT SHE CUTE ! :D

hahaha , watched twilight on monday with leona , afiqah , nigel , benj and caleb. :)

It was greattt . Jacob so hot :P

HAH , theres an indian freak keep looking at me at the taxi stand . freakyyy :(

all thanks to LEONASOH . :@

then , went home . camwhore with cousin . Shes cuteeeeeeee :)

went tuition after that , sad life. hai. HAHA .

2010-07-03T23:13:00.000+08:00

Terrible life. hai , things go crazy. Happy family ! hope so ..

went to toapayoh today . hah , ate then went to church . met wendy halfway ! :) told her what happened . thanks guys aye ! :) service was Great ! :D and yes , yonghwa was so charming ! even wendy agreed :) hahahah . 10 plus reach home . and now , i needa rush my chi project . :/

2010-06-30T20:05:00.001+08:00

HI WIFEY , dont be sad alright , i will always be there for you. dont care all the comments , THINK OF ONLY Me:D hah , though things go crazy around you , be assured that we'll always be at your side :) cheeerup kays , i dont want see you to be unhappy. it breaks my heart. you're my best friend , and i want you to be happy at all times , never ever get hurt . if you do , i will kill that person. :P hah , so , smiles okays ? i really miss those times , we together , CRAZY togeether ! :P hot guys ~ HAHA .your dk what eyecandy . our shopping trips and all those times we spent together . and of cos at church ! you cheer me up every time i sad or whatever. and now its your turn , i really want you to be happy . AND NOT SAD . so , cheeerup . be the cheerful vivian i know alright . and remember to sms me all times ! and ofcos , see me must say Hi to me kays ! :D iloveyou. <3

2010-06-27T14:03:00.000+08:00

Friday was awesomeeee ! :)

played badminton the whole day (Y)

And , i found a japanese mixed in sjij ! :D

coool , LOL .

Yesterday was okayokay , gastric :/

i haven do any homework , and i super lazy do :@

2010-06-23T23:00:00.002+08:00

i miss her :(

grr , im getting more and more frustrated .

idk why , i even have moodswing !

ahhhh , tsk . what happened to me !?

games were alright :) hah .

im not looking forward to school reopen .

how i wish theres another month :(

cant i just have a happy family , laughing together . united ? and please no more quarelling .