A troubled mind , a calloused heart.

 aw , tomorrow last day of school! gonna miss everyone so much :( esp the sec 4s! omg. few more months and we are sec four. about one year from now we will be taking olevel. imagine you at this standard taking it. i tell you the score you got back will be an awesome one. HAHHA. okay , i think im a freaking pedo. but aw they are way too cute , too innocent. and sometimes you wanna pinch their cheeks ;) AHAHHA. okay im mad. lololol. had service on sat! awesome service and our pastor dam cute omg. i like the way he preach. :$ hehehehehe. had cgm at jordan house and around 2 plus went to pioneer pick up nigel . and then met up with jingyi , huanjia , jester and qiaoyue. and off to church! i miss jw church and the best coffee shop there. stay at level 4 till 9plus and then homed! sunday went out with seashell to orchard. our usual place ;) hahaha . saw adriana and leona they all. freaking shocked. lololol. today interclass captain ball game postponed to tomorrow due to the weather :/ heh , and i guess everyone is disappointed in me. my results. even miss riza asked me what happened to me. guess i did very badly for this eoy. sian , its always eoy that pulls everything down. ohgawd what happened to me :( heh , and i think something wrong with me. nowadays i get pissed easily. whats wrong with my hormonal system. and its like nobody even bothers. okay maybe they did. but idk how to explain. its like i dont even understand myself. how could you all understand. so yeah , sometimes the only escape route is to sleep. and thats why i love to sleep. lol.